Saturday, January 30, 2010

thanks for your input...

Well, Caroline went to the movie, enjoyed it and had a great time afterwards getting pizza with all the girls. I think they had a better time after the movie, laughing until they couldn't laugh anymore! I think she is smart enough to understand when something is fictional in relation to being the way things really are. But... I will be checking out a couple websites the next time she or Nathaniel want to see a movie I haven't seen before. Terri suggested this one: plugged in which is done by Focus on the Family and Craig remembered this one: the USCCB site with movie reviews. I always wonder if the reviewers bring in paper pads and make tick marks for each bad word said. I think they do! I appreciate knowing exactly what's in the movie so we can talk about it if it's something I think would be wise to discuss. Actually I think movies and books are a good way to discuss life issues with kids. It's a neutral story that is easier to talk about the pros and cons of actions and decisions versus talking about something that really happened and is harder to be frank about. There can be direct parallels. It's funny that Olivia suggested that we get sushi and rent a movie ourselves and that's exactly what we did! We ended up watching "Slumdog Millionaire" (I always see things way after everyone else!) and it was good but honestly it disturbed me. It's easy to forget about all the suffering of children in third world countries. I guess that's why the earthquake in Haiti was such a wake-up call. It just made me remember when Craig went on a mission trip there, how much devastation he saw before the earthquake. It is one of the poorest countries in the world and they had barely anything prior to this terrible tragedy. "Slumdog Millionaire" ended up being a love story, showing how love brought Jamal through many life tragedies as he searched and found his childhood love Latika. This movie portrayed a better ideal of love than "When in Rome" and the two sites I mentioned would agree with me, but I don't think my kids will be seeing Slumdog anytime soon for it's violence.
As trying as it is to make good decisions as a parent, I think it just makes us evaluate our own choices as adults and in that sense, it makes us better people. Caroline is at a Youth Retreat today with our church. I hope she comes back inspired and a little wiser. In the meantime I will be working on cleaning out her bedroom (still!) and thinking about how lucky we are to have what we do, especially when so many have no warm place to sleep at night.

Friday, January 29, 2010

when in Rome

Okay, so my newly teenage daughter wants to go to the movies tonight with a group of girlfriends from school. And they want to see this PG-13 movie "When in Rome". It looks like a cute movie... for GROWN-UPS!!!!! I am going to let her go but is that the right thing to do? Usually I like to see the movie first before I give my "okay" for the kids to see something PG-13, especially with the theme of love or with violence. Well, any PG-13 movie. This story looks cute (and the main character's name is Beth which makes me like it more...) and Caroline just finished reading My Sister's Keeper which she loved (and I thought was a mature pick for reading material in the Seventh Grade.) It also has Dax Shephard in it who I don't remember seeing in anything since "Zathura" (which also starred Kristen Stewart in a smaller role) but I really think he's a funny actor. So I'm talking myself into this... maybe I could sneak in the back row?? Craig is more reluctant than I am to let her see a Romance. I just know how girls are, especially in Middle School and the girls are all nice and good students... I doubt that they'll be flying off to Rome to pick coins from a fountain. ;)
**Please God, get me through these next 5 plus years of raising a teenager!!!!....***
So... what would you do?

Thursday, January 28, 2010

funny cakes


Maybe because I just finished adding up numbers all afternoon for my taxes, I'm getting a little slap-happy and found this blog funny: cakewrecks. If you have a couple minutes and want to feel smarter than you did two minutes ago, check out the terrible cake decorating jobs that people find and submit to this blog. Since I'm not gainfully employed right now, maybe I could get a job decorating cakes? Naaahhhh...

fyi Le Train fantome

I'm a huge fan of Fanja and I just got an email stating that she will be adding more foxes and Babette dolls to her web shop on Friday (tomorrow) at 4:30pm GMT. 10% of the sales will be donated to the Disasters Emergency Committee (UK) in response to the earthquakes in Haiti. I already have a Babette doll (and so does Caroline) so I don't know if I'll be able to participate in this sale but if you do love them, they sell very quickly!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

hatch revisited


I'm not exactly sure what I'm going to do with my website. I think I may just use it as an online gallery and a place for news about what I'm working on. I'm not a web designer so most ideas that I have about how to make it really cool will never be realized. (I'm using that stinky iWeb program by Mac.) And then there's the actually DOING some work. Lately I've only been creating inside my head which doesn't count, I suppose. One thing that has me really inspired is the book The Giver which my daughter told me I must read and at the 6th chapter, I'm finding it really fascinating. I keep thinking of doing illustrations for it. I looked it up to see if anyone had made a movie of it, and it looks like Bill Cosby has been in the process for years with a tentative release date in 2011. I think it would be a very cool stop action animation. Kind of like "Coraline" but done even better. As much as I loved that movie, it left me thinking that it could have been better. I didn't even buy a copy which tells you something. There was a show of Tim Burton's work at MOMA while we were in NYC but we didn't see it. (The site shows a lot of it and interviews with him.) I had seen all of his stuff at Disney the year that "Nightmare Before Christmas" came out. I think it's my love of dolls and fascination with doll worlds that makes me think that a movie could be done where you just want to see it over and over because you want to somehow own the characters in it, if that makes sense. Dolls always have lots of cool accessories. I don't think Tim Burton gets that. He's not a girl who grew up playing with dolls. Right now I've been packing away all of Caroline's American Girl dolls and outfits, etc. I don't even think she played with everything-- all the outfits, the little ice cream floats, the miniature violin, the hair accessories. Hopefully I'll have a granddaughter someday who will love this stuff as much as me! That reminds me... I need to go pull together numbers for taxes. ugh. Just when I feel like playing, real life taps me on the shoulder and reminds me of all my adult responsibilities. I think as an artist, I should learn to put those aside sometimes and play more so I'll create more. While I ruminate on that, you can see a quick little webpage for Hatch that I started to do: click here. Hope you're having a good Wednesday!

Monday, January 25, 2010

menu planning

I'm sitting here planning my grocery trip and the next three night's menus for dinner. Cook's Illustrated web site offers menus and corresponding recipes if you become a member. It would be nice if this were free, but it actually is a pretty extensive wealth of information. It is so windy and rainy today... but I'm going to brave it in the quest for food!

Monday
Sweet & Tangy Oven-BBQ Chicken
Mashed Potatoes and Root Vegetables
Broccoli with Garlic, Pine Nuts & Parmesan

Tuesday
Sugar Snap Peas with Ham and Mint
Classic Mac and Cheese
Chocolate Chip Cookies

Wednesday
Simple Beef Chili with Kidney Beans
Avocado-Orange Salad with Romaine and Lime-Cumin Dressing
Cornbread

I've also started to clean out Caroline's bedroom in an effort to start the painting process. This is taking much longer than I thought! We have three or four boxes of books to donate to the library and I've only done two bookshelves. She's outgrown her American Girl dolls so that all has to be packed away. She has a huge bag of stuffed animals to donate also. It's actually a little sad doing all of this because it definitely shows how much she's growing up and letting go of being a little girl. Though she is still hanging on tightly to special toys and books so I know my little girl is still there beneath this teenage facade!

Friday, January 22, 2010

memories

Do you find that old photos say a whole lot? This one speaks a thousand things about what's going on that day. That's me in the pigtails and red shirt, sitting by my Mom. (I had red Ked sneakers on too... my affinity for red started very early!). We are at a family get together at my Oma and Opa's house (my father's parents). That's my Opa standing there with his European shoes and a cigar in his hand, as usual. I didn't really know him too well. I think he sort of scared me. And his cigars were stinky. I never did like that smell. My Oma is in the blue dress. She was a great cook and loved Romance novels and soap operas. She never learned to drive a car when she came to the United States but she did work in a department store. My Opa worked in one of the nicer Dayton restaurants. Food was important to them. My Aunt Jean was in the white. She married my uncle after he divorced his first wife. She had two older girls and a son. I used to admire the girls, on the brink of their teenage years. She also ran her own interior design business which I thought was very bold when a lot of moms didn't work. The woman in yellow is my Dad's cousin who I always thought was like a character out of the television or something. We are sitting around in their backyard and that green lawn chair is about to be broken when my uncle sits down in it! I still giggle to myself when I see those types of lawn chairs. So much has happened in the years following that photo... only three of us in it are still alive, I think. My mom was very beautiful. I used to tell her that all the time but she didn't believe me. I don't understand how she didn't see it. There are thousands of photos like these in the world and thousands and thousands of stories attached to each of them.

how i found moomah

There was an article about Jacqueline Schmidt in Small Magazine. If you click here you can read the article about her and see all kinds of photos of Moomah and her art! (I love that she obviously loves Volkswagens!)

look who's in small...

Jenny's Doll!!! Actually she is one of three dolls who made the trip to Hatch and who now resides with me in my studio! This was on Small Magazine's blog and I wanted to give a shout-out to Jenny for being so darn wonderful!!! She has more for sale here.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

today's menu

Honey-Glazed Pork Chops
Sweet and Tangy Slaw
Homemade Creamy Tomato Soup
Italian Bakery Bread
7UP Pound Cake (Lemon/Lime with Glaze)

all recipes from Cook's Illustrated, of course

what if...


I saw a post about windowfarming on Daily Candy's website. Now I wish I had a house with a bunch of southern exposure windows (the front faces south... just a porch and a huge garage... and not much in the way of good windows for growing... argh.... yes, I heard the pirate too. I have no idea where he came from.)

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

weekend in soho




My Christmas present this year from Craig was a trip to NYC on the train and a weekend just exploring the city! He knows me well. We left the kids in the capable hands of his parents and took off on Friday for the three hour ride into the city. Bumpy. That's all I'll say about that! I also finished reading "Julie & Julia" which did make me cry at the end and now I have to see the movie. Julie lives in NYC (well, a loft in Brooklyn and she works in the city... very appropriate reading for my trip.) We got to our hotel which was a very nice place to stay-- the Hampton in SOHO-- small but very comfortable and at 10 stories up, not so noisy. We had never stayed on the south side of Manhattan so this was a new experience and I wasn't quite sure at first if I'd like it. I think of myself as an uptown girl without the means, nearer to Central Park and the Museums. I ended up falling in love with SOHO and it's edgy, artist vibe. The first thing we did was hop a taxi to go to Moomah which we thought was in Brooklyn. Turns out the cabbie was from Brooklyn and gave us a little tour on the way and didn't charge us for the full fare... who says New Yorkers aren't nice? Well, Moomah ended up being in the Tribeca area, not far from our hotel so we ended up going back to the island and at least got to say we were over the Brooklyn Bridge for the first time!
Moomah was actually better in person than I expected. The light green and blues, the very cool tech woods in the back, the art all over the walls... and the food was excellent! We were the only adults there without a child but it didn't matter. We got their version of a blt... organic turkey, greens, and brie cheese with mayo and whatever else... it was wonderful! So, full from a late lunch/early dinner, we decided to head to midtown and see what was going on.
It doesn't matter what time of year you are in New York City, Times Square is always full of people and activity. We found Juniors Most Fabulous Cheesecake and Desserts and dropped in. We had seen a show about it on the Food Network, but it was not that great in reality. Sort of tourist-y and I just don't like tourist-y type things much anymore. I'm actually an expert at cheesecakes (self-proclaimed) because that was the only dessert I would order for years until I realized that most aren't that good at all and not worth the effort. Chicago makes some of the best, as well as my Oma whose is the absolute best if you could take out the cigarette smoke. She had the dense cakelike cheesecake, the perfect crust and the sour cream top layer. Perfect. I'm praying I have her talent in the kitchen... at least I'm trying!
I had seen billboards for the Broadway Show Wicked and I remembered that a good friend really liked it, so we thought we'd find the theater and try to get tickets. Of course it was sold out but as we were trying to decide what to do next, the theater guy convinced us to stick around for cancellations because he "guaranteed" that we'd get tickets. So we did. And an hour and a half later, with my feet totally killing me because I just HAD to wear my heeled black boots because it was NYC afterall, we actually DID get tickets and so did the couple from PA behind us and a lot more of the line! In fact, they were perfect tickets!! Left of center and in row G on the floor. I couldn't believe it. The show was FABULOUS... I laughed out loud, I cried (the kind of tears that you try to hold back but they just come out anyway... it was just that touching). It is definitely a "must see" if you're in NYC. It is now one of my favorites. That was all we could fit in on Friday before collapsing in bed!
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Saturday we slept in since we had no kids or a dog to wake us up, missed the breakfast at the Hampton (thank G*d) and decided to explore SOHO. In a mag from the room, it said that artists were responsible for revitalizing the lofts and warehouse buildings in the area. Then some landlords kicked them out and rented the cool spaces for higher rent to dentists and the like. Looking out our hotel window, we could see people in dentist chairs getting their teeth cleaned. Maybe that mag writer had stayed in our room? hm. New York is a lot dirtier than where I live but there's a certain beauty all of it's own there... the old, antique feel. I always imagine what the places were like when they were first built. There is an abundance of very, very hip stores in SOHO. We HAD to stop in the Toki Doki store and buy t-shirts for the kids. Eileen Fisher, John Masters Organics (too cool... I ordered hair products from him years ago and couldn't believe I was standing in front of his salon which was gorgeous!) and just a whole bunch of other boutiques and art galleries. We found Balthazar restaurant and were able to actually get a table right away for brunch. THIS IS MY FAVORITE RESTAURANT IN NEW YORK CITY. It is gorgeous inside... very French and very quaint. I don't care if it's an "it" place, I love it and the food is beyond great. We had Eggs Norwegian-- Poached Eggs on Smoked Salmon with Hollandaise Sauce... which is the next thing I will learn how to cook at home! And a salad with asparagus and a cheese which I wish I knew what it was because I loved it. Mimosas and freshly baked bread. Heaven. The only thing missing was that they didn't ask me to stay for good. Because I would have.
After floating out of there on cloud 9, we decided to try to find Eileen's Cheesecake and we did. It was a tiny little place but we decided it WAS the best cheesecake in NYC hands down. By then I had my fill of cheesecake. So after good food, I craved good art. We took a crazy-I might die today-taxi car ride uptown to the Cooper-Hewitt National Design Museum which is housed in a gorgeous old building and I was in awe of that alone. The show was of all the design winners through the decades... everything from fashion, architecture (they showed U.C.'s DAAP building... my alma mater), Apple Ipods, Nike shoes, landscape design... just about anything very cool that you can imagine and more. We have to bring the kids back to see it. It's only a block north of the Guggenheim. We ended up walking south along Central Park all the way to the end and then took a taxi back to the hotel room to clean up for dinner. That evening we ate at a sushi restaurant in SOHO that one of Craig's friends from work suggested. It was a posh little place that had no real signage so we almost walked by... so NY... you just have to KNOW. It was okay but really no better than my favorite mojo here in Lancaster. We wandered back into the neighborhood and saw some art, then ended up back at Balthazar... my favorite restaurant in the world right now... and sat at the bar this time. I was tired and we couldn't get a table for dessert, so when the bartender asked what I wanted, I just kind of looked at him like "I have no f***ing idea and I don't want to think". My feet hurt because I put those stupid boots on for dinner again. Craig asked him what his favorite drink to make was (as I was rolling my eyes) and he knew just the thing. He made us something only they make called a Water Lily and it was one of the best tasting mixed drinks I've ever had... perfect for me, really. Amazing how this restaurant keeps getting more perfect. It was a combination of Ruby Red Grapefruit, a little bit of lime juice, simple syrup, vodka and very fresh mint leaves. So now I am happy again and we order dessert at the bar... I got creme brulee which if you really know me, you know I love that. That's my new cheesecake.
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Sunday morning we took one more walk to a little bakery to get coffee and fresh baked goods before we had to leave. We caught the train home again. We had the perfect weather on Friday and Saturday... sunny and warm for January. Sunday was cold and rainy and fine if you're on a train reading magazines and daydreaming about picking up and moving to a loft in SOHO to become an artist and be a regular at Balthazar. I wonder how much a tiny studio would go for? We thought it would be cool to rent a little place to get away to any time we were in the mood for the city (which I have to say is quite frequently). I wish I could have gone to agnes b. and some other shops but that's something to look forward to next time. And we're taking the kids to see Wicked as soon as we can! Everyone had off work and school on Monday so we caught up with laundry and each other AND I was back in my own kitchen, making steak tacos from a recipe out of Cooks Illustrated which turned out SO good! I made my own pickled red onions which the German girl in me LOVES. Today I baked chocolate cookies which I can't begin to describe how good they are... just suffice it to say that Craig has found his new favorite cookie. I was going to do all kinds of illustrations for this post but I'll have to scan some of the sketches later. I decided not to bring the camera (mistake) so I want to draw everything before I forget it!
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So... thanks for reading all of this, if you did, and now I'm late to make dinner tonight!! But it was worth it, wasn't it? ;)

Friday, January 15, 2010

Avatar Wrap

Caroline requested that I create a wrap and she picked these yarns to use: Rachel Marie's beautiful hand-dyed and spun yarn and Willow's hand-dyed and spun yarn! (The fine yarn is Willow's). I just did a simple crochet stitch and had it done in a couple hours. It was fun to work with yarn again after not having done anything for at least a year! Caroline's favorite movie right now is Avatar and these yarns reminded us of all the beautiful blues in the movie.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

3!

Happy 3rd Anniversary to Red Yarn!
Craig told me Happy Anniversary this morning and I had no idea what he was talking about. Turns out, he remembered the first day I started this blog! Things have changed so much since then. When I started, it was a way to remain sane during the year I homeschooled the kids and was in the middle of finding a home to move into. And it allowed me to be inspired by other artists and crafters who seemed to fit in creativity to their days and actually write about it! Now, I have met some of the nicest and most creative people all over the world! I know I always say that, but actions speak louder than words, and all the support during my time with Hatch and then afterwards, with lots of notes of encouragement, I found out that the world is not a lonely place... people are always there to reach out to. I've also seen true altruism at work whenever a blogger was in need or as simply as being supportive during rough times. I really have no idea why there are ever wars because people are the same all over the world. If there was no greed, everyone would be happy.
So... I woke up thinking that I needed to redesign this blog. It was funny that it was exactly three years from the time I started it. I didn't want to post until I had done that, but then, I realized I wouldn't get it done today and I really wanted to acknowledge my anniversary. I think this is the 844 post! I would've reached a thousand if I had blogged more this past year. Some posts I would like to erase but since it documents my growing as a person, I'll leave them for now. Just when you think you know something for sure, you see something in a new light and have to reconsider. I also can't believe how much my kids have grown in just three years!!! I love looking at their development, both physically and creatively.
I have some ideas for some special things I want to do soon... so stay tuned! And if you're one of the special people who has been here with me for a long time, I really want to thank you! I started this blog so my family could see what I'm up to in different cities, but I have a much bigger group of blog friends that I look forward to hearing from and who are very special to me!
Hope you are having a great day... on Red Yarn's Anniversary!!!
xo

I found this fascinating...


I wish I had gone to RISD. Caroline wants to go and she'll love this video!!!

Sunday, January 3, 2010

new year


Baby New Year came in like a wild child this year! I guess I ended my year with a bang too... literally, as my Jeep was hit while I was driving through a parking lot, which made the end of December a little more hectic while it was in the shop during the last few holiday shopping days. Luckily I didn't get hurt but accidents always make you a bit more leary to be on the road. We took off for Ohio to see my family the day after Christmas and somehow I managed to hurt my back by the time I got there, only to also find out that the wheel bearings on my Jeep needed to be replaced before we could drive the 8 hours back home! We were able to get it fixed and still see one of my good friends and her family while we were there and also spend time with my Dad and Stepmom. New Years Eve was a quiet family affair back home... well, sort of quiet because we broke out the Rock Band and I learned to play Bass! ;) I thankfully said good-bye to 2009 and greeted 2010 with more optimism. My Mom and Stepfather came to visit from Ohio on New Years Day and again, an eventful first day spent in the emergency room because of my Stepfather's medical condition and then being leary of any complications for the rest of their visit. You really start to appreciate good health and realize that uneventful days are very appealing! We took them to see "Avatar" and they loved it, as did we the second time around. I got to cook a lot and we said good-bye to them this morning just before Craig's whole side of the family came to celebrate Christmas together! It was nice to have the house full of kids and see everyone again. Now, for the first time in this new year, it seems very quiet and I actually am sitting here in my new studio and blogging! I promise to take photos real soon... I just need to put up a couple things on the walls (and put away a couple more boxes of stuff) and it will be ready to use!

My plans for this year are to paint and draw a lot more, continue to learn more yoga, start a real garden that I can feed my family from, get back to writing on a regular basis, remember everyone's birthdays, finish all my sewing projects, learn better French, read the stack of novels in my bedroom, keep in touch with my friends and family more often, and just be appreciative of everything good in my life.

I am excited about one thing in particular though... I signed up to be on Cook's Illustrated panel of cooks to test recipes. I hope they do choose to use me! I am having so much fun cooking lately (and my family is enjoying eating everything too!). After being so super busy with Hatch last year, I was doing everything simply in the kitchen and now I'm being creative again and it's wonderful. My Beef Tenderloin turned out perfectly... it melted in our mouths. I tried Coq Au Vin, Penne Pasta with a Tomato Vodka Sauce (both were to die for), Glazed Pork Chops with Sauerkraut and Peas with a Tarragon Sauce for good luck on New Years Day (keeping with my German heritage). Anyways, I'm rambling but I just love cooking. I'm not going to try out for the next Food Network Star or anything but I can be the star of my own kitchen (I watched that by the way, and it just inspired me more!)

So... be ready for more posts and more art. I just finished reading a little book about Camilla Engman (see my sidebar) and I could totally relate to many things she said and what inspires her. It's easy for artists to feel alone but I think we all share very similar ways of looking and relating to the world. It's a quiet, reflective and observative way of approaching our surroundings and making sense of the ways that things happen. It is also an ability to see beauty in things that are usually overlooked. I like this about me and I like this about many of my friends, and I think it's important to be sharing this way of thinking so that it makes the world a better place to live in.

So here's to a wonderful new decade and many meaningful days!