
I feel like I've been living my life out loud for awhile now. Craig and I were cleaning up my computer and doing a major Backup (of over a million files...yikes!) and I found this photo of me and my kids when they were just in preschool. It's funny how it seems like so long ago that they were this little yet it also seems like they are exactly the same two kids who I was sitting between on the couch last night, cuddling and watching tv. When this picture was taken, I was involved in some little projects but I never would have guessed that I'd be blogging someday (we were barely on the internet at that point) and that I'd have friends all over the world! Then when I started Hatch, I met more wonderful people. I think I've reached an overload mode... too much interaction for this introvert! I didn't even have enough time to keep up with everyone on my blog and even when I did want to write, my energy was gone. Is gone. I see all these great posts by others listed and my heart sinks because I know I need to rush off and get ready for another class or get home before the school bus comes. And it's not like I don't want to do those things... I just don't have time to be spontaneous and explore the world like I used to. I'm lucky in that I have a husband who understands that about me. He reminds me frequently that to be happy, I need to have freedom to create, to learn and to explore. And that also means being quiet occasionally and not be a part of the whirlwind of life that I seem to be a big part of right now. I know if I say I will stop blogging, then I'll be on here more! That's the way it always seems to work. I know I'm writing this for myself, but I just needed to express this and let myself just accept that fact... that I am quiet and I need that. After the death in Craig's family and Nathaniel having the flu, it forced me to take a break and I finally felt like myself again. So, I'm hoping this fall that as the holidays near and Hatch closes, that I start working in my studio again and embracing what truly makes me happy. I wish that for everyone.






