Monday, February 9, 2009

ugghhhhh!!!!

I'm completely and utterly frustrated. Have you ever had a day where things just seem to go very badly and you want to scream?!!!  We went over to see the walls of the studio and measure and the Dance Academy was holding lessons. For some reason I never heard the music on before. It was horribly loud... too loud for a studio or gallery. Crazy loud and obnoxious. So there's no way I'm taking that space.  We also got extremely bad news about my stepfather today. It's private but I am so upset. This day can't get any worse right now. Plus I have a stupid splinter in my drawing hand, as if I even have time to draw, but really, who cares because I'm in a horrible mood! AAAAAAGGGGHHHHHHH. Someone send me to an island out in the middle of no where because I can't take it anymore!!!

13 comments:

LizzieJane said...

Hang in there Bethany, I am sending you a big hug and good thoughts, I hope tomorrow will be better for you.
x

Craig said...

LizzieJane is right...tomorrow will be a better day. We'll figure out an alternative, I promise. Don't forget, this studio is about you and the creativity you and your friends will be sharing with the people who come to the studio - it's not about the building. XOXO

Becky K. said...

Sending you hugs and prayers for a good resolution.

Willow said...

Craig is right, Bethany. This is about you and not about the location. There will be an alternative. And it will be better!

Eva said...

Ugh those days are the worst! But, I'm sure this will be balanced out by a really good day to come :)

On those days, you really feel like the universe is conspiring against you...

Kellie H said...

I feel for ya...I just hate those days/weeks. Sorry about your FIL. =( Something so wonderful is about to happen I just know! These crappy things make you want to scream...so yell louder than the music!! Just think it's not country music,,right?
Hope things turn around Quick!

Barbara Brown said...

i am so sorry. it stinks when everything is going wrong. at least you found out about the music now and not later.
here's a huge huuuug.
barbara brown

Ambrosia Girl Jenn said...

I'm so sorry to hear about your rough day. Sunday was pretty bad for us, too. I feel like I'm stretched beyond what I'm capable of holding together.

I hope the rest of your week goes better!

jojo-caramel said...

I understand your worries, but it's reminds me that when i was young in my art school, so many many years ago, while we were concentrated on drawing or whatever, we always could listen to a loud music ! Students used to play outside, and i found it very stimulating :) Sorry to hear this bad news about your stepfather. You feel nervous because you are at the beginning of your dream :) it's normal :) I would probably be in the same mood, but i'm certain that everything will be fine :) xoxoxo

artgirlATL said...

It'll be ok, and if this space isn't it... It just means God has a better location in mind.
I'm saying a prayer for your loved one.

Di said...

HI Beth! I am glad that things are at least sorted on the studio front and know that my thoughts are with you and your family at this time.

Rubyellen said...

oh bethany! i am so sorry to hear... (well, literally, in the case of the studio). remember this venture won't be easy, but continue to love and trust God in the process and you will see how he is growing and shaping you through it. God never promised it would be easy, but that he is just their to carry burdens and give peace to those who trust him. he is already answering prayers with the other space, so he is well on his way on working out your problems!

many hugs to you!!!

Jenny said...

At least you found out sooner rather than later. I'm sure bad neighbours can affect your life just as profoundly at work as they can at home. See this as an opportunity to make your studio as good as it can be. Another opportunity always presents itself.